i dont like the feeling i'm having at the moment.
am missing him when i know i shouldnt.
especially when things are still not clear.
i dont want to be on that same road yet again.
but i just cant help it but to feel that way.
it just seems so confusing at times.
i do enjoy the company
but i truly dont enjoy what i am feeling at the moment.
for i know, he shouldnt be the one.
i dont want to say it,
but...
really... i do miss him!