survivor....
was in the office yesterday when kak tini text me asking about my whereabouts. told her where i was and she told me that she was on her way to sim lim and would like to meet up with me to pass something. so, i said ok and will text her again once i'm done with werk.
about 5pm, confirmed with her again and arrange to meet at 7-11 opposite tekka market. she was browsing through the apparels at the little india arcade when i saw her. and then.... i saw someone 'hiding' behind those racks, and there she was smiling away.... when i saw her... i gave her a bear hug and was very pleased and grateful to meet up with dekna from aceh again. u see, dekna is from aceh and u know how aceh is now after the tsunami and all..... she's on transit in spore for 3 days after a training in sri lanka... she actually asked her boss if she cld extend her stay in spore. she was suppose to have only an hour of transit before the connecting flgt to jakarta...
she was there when the tsunami occured. she was telling me everything that happened and alhamdulillah, her immediated family is alive. but she lost half of her friends and lost everything that she owned before. but, then again, its nothing compared to the rest who lost everything.. practically... everything...
mite be meeting up with her again later in the afternoon as kak tini is in the morning shift today... dekna is indeed a tsunami survivor who get to live and tell her experience...
and anyways... to my dearest mother....
mak... happy birthday!! love u always!!
reunion....
met up with noorliza on monday evening and off we went to city square, jb. catch a 1930hrs movie, guess who. nice show, i must say. funny, touching. somehow towards the end of the movie, i found that my cheeks were wet with tears. hahhahhaa... same goes when i watched 'meet the parents'. memories, beb... memories... hahhaha... oh well....
met up with her friend, halimah at abt 10pm and we went straight to larkin to catch a bus to kl. well, another kl trip. reached pudu at abt 4am, and the cab driver we had on our journey to liza's apt was neurotic. hahhaha.. he was mumbling and singing to himself. nyanyi lagu jerat percintaan and bunga-bunga cinta.... tak leh carry seh.. muahahahhaa...
did some stuffs in the morning, and by 1pm, i was at mid valley for a round of sushi. hehhee... ayu joined us when we were done with our lunch. havent met ayu since nov 2003, at changi airport when she was here on a transit from brisbane to KL. really miss the gerl. she put on a lil weight which i thought look good on her. not that skinny, bones and skin tall gerl. introduced ayu to my frens, and they loved her. who wouldnt love ayu for her friendliness, humbleness, and everything about her lah.
hope to meet up with ayu when she comes down to spore next mth with lisa, or when i go up to kl yet again. hehhee... maybe can meet up with nackish too.... she cldnt join us on tues as she was nursing her sis in law.
meet up with u gerls soon. miss u gerls loads.... muacks muacks..
long.....................
well... i feel that april is such a long month... so many things happened and it is still not may yet!!
maybe april isnt a good month for me. maybe i think too much. maybe i'm just too stressed up. maybe .... maybe.... maybe.....
issit just me... or issit april??
dreams....
i had a dream last nite that makes me feeling rather not good today. i dreamt abt nyayi and yayi last nite. i remembered yayi gave me some cash, i dunno for what reason, and nyayi was there with him. the seat that she usually sat. the same place in the dining room. in her normal outfit looking as elegant as ever. she was one of the most beautiful person i've ever known.
i remembered in the dream, i was holding her hands tight and kissing her cheeks as i hugged her. and that was it. just like that.
how i miss her dearly. she had passed exactly a month after my birthday in 1998. i was in the middle of my exams then, nana was having her exams. i still remember the day clearly tho. 28th October 1998. oh dear.... i better stop now before my tears start to roll down...
idah, nana, dila, - i really miss her a lot... do u guys feel the same too? *hugs*
horoscope.....
this is what my horoscope says for today.. got it off friendster....
Take a day off? If you haven't lately, how about today? Enjoy it to the fullest, too -- because tomorrow may be quite taxing when it comes to concentrating on what you're supposed to be doing.
So you took the day off, too? Well, you're probably not alone. Lots of people are feeling the urge to just stay in and snuggle up today. Hopefully they won't all be from your office! But even if they are, think of it this way: Yesterday was tiring, and tomorrow could be tough. So aren't you perfectly entitled to a break in the action? Sure you are. Take this opportunity to recharge your battery.
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was really contemplating to go to work today... hahahha.. and i am still in bed tho... still lots of work to do.. still have yet to finish up the article... arrrgghh... i am screwed!!!!
but whatever it is... i am lazy to go to the office today... shall call in later to call in sick... hahhaha....
what a blast!!!!
i had a super dooper long and busy weekend....
went to yishun after werk on friday evening. went to abg as' place as it has been a while since i last went there. was suppose to meet up with zuraina for dinner.. but she was rather late. arfa wanted to follow me home, so there i was bringing along a little gerl to meet up with zuraina for dinner.
everytime i am out with arfa, the bond is always there.. like it feel like more than an aunty-niece relations. maybe, we do look a like at some angle. hehehhe...
saturday, busy busy busy day... gotta sent arfa back home before i head to sembawang mrt to meet up with the rest of the gang from sfogs.com. got a retreat at karimun admiralty country club. there were just abt 10 of us. can go to ariff's and read more abt it... i spent the nite there tho.... now very the tiring...
still on saturday tho... ard 5pm, i gotta leave for a while to make my way to causeway point. gotta cover an event, 'roots in motion' for berita harian. it was raining heavily and i got myself drench. from my shoes, to socks to my jeans.. all wet... lucky thing the event was e alrite... very interesting.. fusion of the traditional dance and hip hop... reached back to the chalet only abt 8pm.
reached home at abt 10am just now.... and was gotta continue with my werk.... still gotta write up the article for yesterday's event. havent even start on it.. hehhehe..
another long week awaits me.... have a great one folks....
aarrggghh...
what the hell is wrong with me???
almost got knocked down by a cab just now. well, i admit, it was partly my fault. i didnt see it coming. thank god that the cab wasnt speeding. it was making a turn to the petrol station.
other than vehicles, almost ran into 2 guys in the lift lobby just now. aiyoh... what's happening to me...? someone help me pls... my mind is not in a sane state. what shld i do?
o-oh...
dammit... i think i forgot to tap my ezlink when i alighted from the bus just now... hhhmm... there goes my value... aiyoyo.... how can i forget seh...?? still not used to the ezlink system, i reckon.. hhhmmm.....
on top of that, i realised that my mind seems to wander around kinda often. i tend to switch off from the reality and god knows where i'm off to. its not that healthy tho. the imsomnia is getting bad. idah said, what i had under my eyes wasnt bags, but more to eye luggages. that bad, huh? thanks idah anyway. need to do something with the lack of sleep and rest. the body's aching like mad. and i feel tired and restless more often now. is it a sign of aging? hey... i'm not that old, ok....
i wish i have a spa on my own so that i can just go whenever i want to without having to worry to make appointments and wat nots.... i want to have a spa at the comfort of my home, i want a personal assistant who will give me a massage as and when i want.
anybody??
malas....
hai... malas nye nak gi kerja nie!!! aarrrrgggghhhhhh.................. but then again, who in the world looks forward to go to work... hehhehe... aiyah... shld be going out already... dah siap.. but aku malas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the bed is calling me again.......... nooooooooooooo
new friends....
went out for dinner after work yesterday to meet up with izan and julie whom i got to know during an interview with mediacorp a few months back. and since we have been sms-ing each other now and then. it was our first time hanging out together. i had fun.... hehhehe..
izan's bf came to join us later in the evening. can see that both of them are so into each other, cute lah both of them... julie is getting married in july, insya-allah. happy for them tho.... even tho yesterday it was out first time going out, i felt that we had known each other for quite a while now. talked about a lot of things... its amazing that we can click that well. maybe, its because we are of the same age, and oh... our birthdays are not that far apart either...
thanks izan and julie for the wonderful nite. we shld do this again soon. maybe for a proper dinner. *winks*
jangan ada tangis....
jangan rasa kecewa...
jangan ada luka lara
dalam perlakuan diri....
well, that's the tagline for konsert ribut damai, held at spore expo hall 2. the artistes line up was great... all the big names were on the stage... -ramli sarip and sweet charity, lovehunters, ebiet g ade, kopratasa, dayang nurfaizah, thaqif, hazrul nizam, m nasir, and many more...
but i was actually hoping for kris dayanti to come. oh well, it was still alrite. for $40, the konsert line up was great... and its for charity anyway, in the aid of the tsunami victims in aceh.
reached there at about half past 7. was waiting outside with my parents when i saw dimas, from bhumiband. went over and had a small chat with him. eddie then came over to say hi...
went in to the hall at abt 10mins to 8. and the show didnt start till almost 9pm.
the performances, i find was a little draggy, the coordination of the consert was chaotic. but thank god the artistes help to bring up the show tho... the songs were fabulous....
by the third song.. i was actually the tears started to flow down my cheeks.. i dunno why... but the way raihan and a romzi sang 'bukan kerana nama' really really touch deeply into my soul. when rosyam nor was reciting his poetry... i actually gotta wipe off those tears away.. hahhaha.. emo kejap..
but overall.. the concert was great... worth the money and worth the time... it actually ended at midnite...
last minute escapade....
hehhehe... dayah called abt a quarter to midnite asking me out. she said, it was just an impromtu kinda thing. i've forgotten that she mentioned about going out on friday nite. she called when i've just taken out my lenses and cleansed my make up. so, there i was getting ready yet again at midnite.
met dayah and shah at devil's bar. some of shah's friends were there too. dun even know their names... well, not that important tho.. hahhaha...
first impression of devil's bar... hhmm... nah.. dont quite like the layout... very messy, and the tiles were just wrong. litters were everywhere making the place looks like tong sampah... teruk man... ohhh.. the ambience.... it felt like i was in canto - techno songs, ah lians and ah bengs were all around. hehhehe... but the music was alrite tho even tho it was all the way techno.
saw someone who looked very familiar... just cldnt recall where did i meet the guy... whether in sec sch.. ite or poly... so.. when i was still wondering.. the guy happen to see me... and he smiled, and came up to me and say..."hey nazriah!!!" and i was like...wow.. he knows my full name... we were in the student council during ITE.... i remembered i was in the same group with clarence during the student leader's camp. well, did a lot of stuffs together..
reached home abt 20mins ago.. and its another long day for me.....
makan makan makan......
hehehhe... yey!!! finally... get to makan and makan and makan...
met up with dayah after work on friday to accompany her for an appointment at haji lane. after that, met up with mel at orchard before proceeding to newton. hhehehehe... we had a table full of dishes..... - bbq stingray, chilli squid, steam cockles, butter prawns, and fried taugeh with salted fish (this one for me alone!!! hehehe) mel and me even shared a second serving of rice... hahahha.. yummy... it was delicious and it was cheap.... i was sooo satisfied... thanks gerls for the night. really enjoyed the company. it be soon before both of u get married... *hugs*
then just now, went to east coast with mak, bapak and adik. went all the way there just to have rojak. no other place can even beat the taste of the rojak over there.... stall number 20 at the food centre that is. even the owner knows me already. hehehhe... bapak ordered sate and as usual, i had to finish adik's meal. she will never finish her plate of mee goreng, tapi ada hati nak order mee goreng. in the end, i'll be the one finishing it. aiyoh.. hahhaha....
two consecutive days of makan and makan.... how good life is to me.... hehhehe.. yipppeee.....
next in line.... sushi anyone???
in the mood....
I am in the mood to eat big (makan besar lah!!!)!!! ehhehehe.... and in the mood to splurge on seafood!! anybody wanna join me?? lets say... how about dinner on friday? newton?? or any other better suggestions? i wanna eat bbq stingray, prawns, cockles, hahhaha... i just wanna eat lah... so, ppl, call me or text me on my mobile!!!
flower girl...
went out with noorliza last thurs evening. sat by the river at esplanade, sharing big gulp, chicken sandwich and chicken spaghetti, bitching about life, relationships, well, almost everything...
then walked all the way to raffles hotel to take 56 home. and on the way, i picked up a flower, (ntah ler bunga apa. frangipani eh liza? hehhe). nak berangan jadi minah bunga-bunga. 
see the eye-bag... getting worst ah. i looked soo tired... i need a holiday!!! well, at least a massage!! hehehhe...
aarrrrggghhhhh
fuck!!! fuck!!! fuck!!!!
dammit it...hate it sia!!!! fuck lah....
i want to go home and i dont wanna be stuck in the office on a saturday evening.... and i hate U!!!!
just stay away from me...i am in a mood to say all the vulgarities in the whole wide world!!!
FUCK lah....