the Mat Kentals....
the last weekend was spent well, just like the week before.
went to tampines to meet up with the boys.... the MK - Mat Kentals... hehehe....
the moment khair saw me, he actually hug without even giving a chance to his other siblings. macam lah dah bertahun tak jumpa... hahhaha....
we had a mini karaoke session too... hahha... and khalid is just sooo cute. he started dancing to the tunes. it was a 'geram-ness' moment that i just laugh and laugh.
went to the airport after that to send off my dear friend who was in town for just a while. shant elaborate abt that tho. gonna make me miss that friend of mine even more.
well..... just a photo of me and my clowns.... 
have a great week people....
if last week was his sons birthday, today, it's his day!!!!
happy birthday abg ir!!! hope u have a blast!! love u loads.. muacks.
selamat pagi semua. aku nak tanya sikit lah. salah ker seorang perempuan itu pada setiap pagi keluar pergi kerja dengan kelihatan rambut yang basah?
seringkali aku perhatikan, orang-orang akan melihat aku seperti ada yang tak kena. ada juga yang tersenyum sinis terhadap aku sambil menoleh-noleh ke rambut ku yang basah setiap pagi. ada juga melihatnya dengan mata yang melirik-lirik dari hujung rambut hingga ker hujung kaki aku.
kenapa ya? aneh ker yang rambut aku basah? ataupon, rambut basah seringkali dikaitkan dengan mandi junub, dan ia kelihatan yang aku perlu mandi junub setiap pagi, salah ker??
maksud aku, salah ker setiap pagi rambut aku kelihatan basah? aku tak rasa yang setiap pagi aku mandi dan syampu rambut itu aneh ataupon salah. sebab, aku rasa, kalau setiap kali aku mandi tanpa membasahkan rambut, lebih baik aku tak yah mandi. buang masa sahaja. dan kalau aku dah basah rambut, aku mesti syampu kerana, kalau aku tak syampu bila rambut aku dah basah, alamatnya, gatal lah satu kepala aku tu.
aku tahu, ramai yang syampu rambut 2 hari sekali dan juga dilakukan pada sebelah petang ataupun sebelum tidur. aku pula, syampu rambut aku hari hari setiap pagi. dan aku tak suka tidur dengan rambut yang basah. rimas.
aku pernah menonton sebuah drama tempatan. salah satu adegan yang aku masih ingat sampai sekarang ialah masa di meja makan waktu sarapan. si pembantu nie tengah menyajikan sarapan untuk majikannya. si majikan menegur pembantunya tadi dengan mengatakan, "rambut basah nampak? ada apa apa ker semalam?"
melekat terus dialog itu kat kepala aku.
SALAH KER RAMBUT BASAH PADA SETIAP PAGI?? DAN PERLU KER ADA APA-APA MALAM SEBELUMNYA YANG MEMBUATKAN KITA KENA BASAH RAMBUT??
straight away after reaching home on friday night, idah text me and she's on the way to the meeting point, and told me to call nana to arrange pick up, to which i didnt really get what she meant as idah was just talking very fast (since when she didnt?? hehe) and me being the blur naz that i've been lately, just couldnt catch anything. still, i called nana and asked for her whereabts. she then said that she was on the way already.
it was just the three of us together. talking, bitching, crying, hugging, laughing, everything that we have always done together. it was such a bless that night than we said our goodbyes only at abt 5.30 in the morning. we even continued to talk right in front of my house. i'm lucky and bless to have both of them in my life.
idah left spore for perth on sat afternoon. its been 2 taxing weeks for her in spore. she's one strong soul that i know who is still able to smile to the world no matter what happen. nana is yet another strong soul despite her small built.
whatever it is, i love u both loads. i know i said it one time too many, but i dont care, i'm gonna say it again that i love u both loads.
she's here in kl and just now in the morning, she called and we arranged to meet during lunch time.
i last saw her was sometime end of 2003, before i left brisbane for spore. and she is still the same shahida that i've known over the years. still as clumsy as ever. ehhehe... i really miss her loads. 
i had nasi goreng ayam while she had nasi goreng kampung for lunch, her treat. hehhe... i wanted to pay but she insisted that i fed her well enough when i was in brisbane that now, its only fair that she paid. hahhaha....
after lunch, we went back to my office as she still had some time to kill before meeting her sister at abt 2pm. showed her yus' wedding photos that she have yet to see. 
it's great to meet up with u again syida after all these years. hope to meet up with u again soon, be it in brisbane, or even in kl. u have a safe flgt back to brisbane on thursday. gonna miss u loads. *hugs*
i soooo really want to catch westlife in concert on the 8th sept over at the indoor stadium. they are the next better boy band after take that. and bsb didnt even come close. haha
anybody want to get me a tix? maybe an early bday present. *winks*
oh, the rest of the list for this yr's bday celebration can be found here.
*winks*winks*
if on sunday, his elder brother celebrated his 8th birthday, today, this handsome guy celebrates his 7th birthday. (the photos here dont really do justice to his handsome face, actually. hehhee just cldnt find any tho. hehe.. he can look like a mat kental also sometimes. haha) jgn marah deder. u are still a charmer...
i still remember just days before he was born. we were celebrating his elder bro's first birthday, and in the midst of the celebration, along almost tripped and fell. it was a really really shocking moment for everyone in the family. abg's face was a white as a ghost. but alhamdulillah, everything was ok. as i'm typing this, my heart actually beating kinda fast as i recall the incident. hhmm... hehhee
this handsome guy is a guy on his own. he rather plays by himself than be in the middle of other rowdy kids. he tries to avoid conflict as much as possible. he'll come out with lots of different ways to create excitement for himself till my mum claims that this grandson of hers is creative, much to the disgress of along and abg. hehe... creative in a merepek ways sometimes.
looking at his face, u'll definitely find peace in him. he's truly a charmer. i reckon, when he grows up, he'll charm all the ladies with his senyum senget and his eyes will definitely meet the other party's eyes whenever he talks.
happy birthday muhammad khaider. cik naz miss u alot. i'll see u soon, okies. u be a good boy, i know u are and will always be. *hugs*
this little guy is the eldest grandchild for both set of his grandparents. and naturally, for that, his leadership skills has shown quite distinctively among his other siblings and cousins. he takes care of his charges well, a very responsible chap, i can say. well, being a kid that he is, he has his tantrums too. he is very manja compared to the rest of my kids. not that i have any favorites, but this little guy connects with me well. he can just sit on my lap while the rest can just run around, playing with themselves.
even in one of the conversation, i asked him, if its ok if i ever get married. and he just shooked his head, saying that if i ever get married, and if i have my own kids, i wld not love him as much as i do now, and he wont be my baby anymore, and he wont be able to sit on my lap again. i told him that he is just being silly. none of that will never happen shld i get married one day, insya-allah.
i remembered the day he was born. i was already on the way to the bus stop after my classes. i was half-way thru down the hill at SIM, when i received a voicemail on my pager. i dunno why, but i actually went back to my dept just to hear the voicemail. and i was glad i did just that. in the voicemail, bapak said that i am now an aunty. i went straight to east.shore that same afternoon. he is such a beautiful baby(he still is!!). he didnt even cry on his first day. and it was hard for him to open up his small eyes. he still have very small eyes that will always be gone whenever he smiles. hehe... mata sepet.
yesterday, it was his 8th birthday. managed to talk to him only after my 4th try. talk for a bit, and then, he asked me, "cik naz, u know its my bday, and why didnt u come back for my bday?" and why i told him that i got work to do, he said again, " u tell your boss lah that it is your nephew's bday and u have to come back."
my tears just rolled down my cheeks when he said that. for that instance, i feel that i am a bad aunty who cant even be back for her kids bday. i felt useless last nite, it was just bad.
i'm sorry, khair that i missed your bday. its not that i dont want to come back, and its not that i love u any lesser by not being there on your bday. the six of u are my everything. i love u all the same.
happy birthday, abang khair. hope u enjoyed your cake and the fireworks. nanti bila cik naz balik, kita potong cake lagi, okies. kita potong cake ngan khaider and ayah sekali. muacks....
my baby text me early in the morning on my spore mobile telling me the good news for her malay 'o' levels results. alhamdulillah, she did well. *smiles* proud of her. i reckon, in the family, i'm the only one who got a B for the paper. hahaha... hhmm.. but aint too sure what abg as got for it tho. hehhee.... anyways... i'm happy for her. hope she gets more of those kinda grades for her other papers. insya-allah.
lately, i havent been sleeping that well. idah said, that my eye bags are really turning into luggages. eda said that its just getting from bad to worst. its been a long while since i got a good nite sleep. been sleeping rather late, either due to reaching KL early on monday mornings, or just cldnt be in bed that early. if i do, i wld fall asleep, but only to keep on waking up throughout the night. its just sooo frustating, especially when i can easily get migraine, the very next morning, due to lack of sleep.
so, tell me people, how to get the good nite sleep that i've long forgotten how it was. well, u might be hearing me snore if u sleep beside me, but it'll be just a while later before i wake up. i'm tired lah. very tired. it's hard to put on my contacts now. been wearing my specs to work and since it is an old one, it just dont fit well anymore and hence it is another source for my migraine.
hhmm.....
Happy National Day Singapore!!!!!
yet another year away for national day, and i'm gonna miss the last parade at the stadium. do check this out. some of the songs that we grew up with. hehe....
enjoy your holidays folks, while i slog in the office. dammit!!!!
and i am having this song in my head at the moment...
Five Stars Arising....
There's a new moon arising, out of the stormy sea
Youthful and bright and bearing hope, and tranquil as can be
Reach out for the moon above, savour freedom, truth and love
There's a new moon arising, out of the stormy sea
There are five stars arising, out of the stormy sea
Each is a lamp to guide our way; a lamp for all to see
Reach out for the stars above, savour freedom, truth and love
There are five stars arising, out of the stormy sea
There's a new flag arising, out of the stormy sea
Crimson as the blood of all mankind, yet white and pure and free
Reach out for the flag above, savour freedom, truth and love
There's a new flag arising, happy and proud are we
knew her when i was in poly. it was only in the second semester that we actually talk, even tho we had been in the same lecture since the first semester. the relationship blooms slowly and beautifully along the years, and she is such a darling to me.
and today, its her day. the first year celebrating her day as someone's wife. she is blessed with a very patient husband, i can say. *winks* 
happy birthday, nurhidayah abd aziz. hope u enjoy your day to the fullest. i love u, babe. *hugs*
congratulations....
a big congrats to both zul and zarina. may both of u have a blissful marriage life together. enjoy each other's company. 
the couple together with the qut + 1 uq gang..
for the rest of the photos, just click here...
