to all my friends out there,
May You Have:
enough happiness to keep you happy.
enough trials to keep you strong.;
enough sorrow to keep you human.
enough hope to keep you happy.
enough failure to keep you humble.
enough success to keep you eager.
enough friends to give you comfort.
enough wealth to meet your needs.
eneough enthusiasm to look forward.
enough faith to banish depression.
enough determination to make
each day better than yesterday.
have a good week ahead my friends.
~
28th september
twenty-five years ago
a girl was born.
an addition to the family
eldest daugther of
Mohd Khamin and Khairiah
baby sister of
Mohd Khirwan and Mohd Asri
she was the baby of the family
pampered yet independant.
stubborn yet respectful.
she learnt a lot about life
throughout her journey.
bravely picked up herself
whenever she stumbled.
even though how hard it is
she'll try to stand back on her own feet.
she knows that
nothing is easy in this world.
after twelve years being a baby,
she got herself a sister.
a sister whom she loves, Nurhaqimah.
since then, she shown great responsibilty
towards her younger sister.
over the years,
she shown maturity in handling
difficult and confusing matters.
even though sometimes she breaks down,
she'll know that it'll be ok.
it is ok to cry if it helps.
now, twenty-five years later,
she is a grown up lady.
she's in love with herself.
she knows what's best for her.
and she knows what day is today!!!
happy birthday, nazriah!
~
IT
oh yeah, i was it just now at blk y. it was about to enter the refract, while i was sitting at the concourse with my other group mates. thank god, i was sitting in between natalie and adam, if not, i would have just go up to it and bash it up. hahhaha... like real only. but then again, just couldnt stand its face. it is definitely not in the invite list for this weekend. hahhahahhaa
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Home sweet home
well well, i was reading the new paper online and what i discovered?? they are changing bits and pieces of my home town. hahhaa.. with the changes going ard, i dunno what's next in store for that place. read this article. the first time i went back home after abt 9mths, being away, they had a golf range at bishan park. and a few changes here and there. i wonder what's next.
i cant wait for this weekend!!! hehhee... it's party time!!
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Fun-filled activities
had a busy weekend with my hsemates. went to a buffet meal on saturday. spent a whole 6hrs there.
went to Toowoomba, abt 150km west of Brisbane. usually in spring, they'll have a flower festival. will be uploading the photos soon. it was worth the $10 we paid for the trip.
we had to be at UQ by 8 in the morning, and the trip was schedule to end by 4.30pm. however, due to much enthusiasm of the whole group, we end up reaching back in brisbane at 7 in the evening. when we reached home, redza came up and told us to come down to have dinner if we were hungry. they were bbq-ing fish. yummy.... the fish was soo fresh. and the 'dinner' end up with teh-tarik.
we were to tired to do anything after the dinner. was supposed to watch australian idol till the end, but .... hehhee
lights were off by 10pm yesterday.
we will be having a bbq this weekend too!! yippeee....
HEARTLESS
well, today's entry will be a lil different. i wanna talk about heartless people. what i mean here is not people having no heart, but people with heart, but just simply do not wanna use it.
i know someone who is just like that, simply heartless and brainless. this person, whom i shall refer to as it not to protect its identity, but i just feel like it, (hahhahahha) simply lives on its own in this world without actually realising that they need people around them.
let me tell you a story...
this person claims to have allergy with dairy products. BUT.... whenever i cooked butter rice, it will be happily eating the rice. the same goes with roti kirai (this one, i like to put a lot of milk!!), it will not only have 2nd helpings, but sometimes, can go more than 4th helpings. and at the end of the day, nuthing happened to its stomach. no upsets, no what. sometimes, where ever we go, or whatever we do, we gotta think about it and the allergies that it got. sometimes it can be frustrating coz, in the end, it will not even bother about our feelings. just simply heartless.
and the other part, which i still kinda furious about...
as some of u might know, my hsehold used to have a cat, Boris (i will refer the cat as boris, and that person will still be it . so dun get confuse!) and whenever it came over to my place, it will be playing with boris happily, and sometimes, even gave boris a peck on boris' lips. even had no problem sleeping over at my place with boris running around everywhere.
and the real problem started when we had to bring boris over to its place for a night as our landlord was coming over for an inspection (we were not suppose to have any pets in the house, so, gotta hide boris.). well, actually in the first place, its hsemate is the lawful owner of boris, and tasha just suppose to look after boris ler... so that nite when we were at their place, it started to show all its colours. it started to show with much hatred for boris. boris was just like a piece of shit in its eyes. and then, some time in the middle of the nite, boris actually, went over to its bed and lie down. and it has this fleece comforter, and boris, being a cat, just love to lie down there. when it found out abt it, it actually woke up and straight away, picked up the comforter and wash it there and then. and wash manually using hands, as that hsehold dont have a washing machine. it was abt 3 in the morning, and it was a cold winter nite!! aiyah.... sanggup seh. and to think, boris just lie down there on the comforter, and dun think boris even pee on it. oh well, i wish boris did tho. aiyah....
then the next day, it wanted to have a shower, and since boris' disposal was inside the bathroom, it said to my hsemate, whining, "tasha, i nak mandi..." and tasha being very insentive person as she is, said, "nak mandi, mandi ajer ler... kenapa?" it then said, "camner nak mandi, taik boris ada kat dalam, busuk ah!" i was there when it said that, and i was like.... huh?? tasha with her selambaness answered back, "my problem ah? kalau busuk, just take it out jer ler." and it unhappily just went in the bathroom, took the whole basket out before having her shower. it was just such a smal tiny weeny thing and it made sooo big.
then, in august, boris had to leave my hsehold due to some stuffs, and have to stay with it and its hsemates. we got no choice but that was kinda the best choice to do. so, naturally, it wasnt happy with that decision. it started to complain, and the best thing was that, well, it has this habit, when it is not happy with something in the hsehold, instead of speaking up to the rest of the hsemates, it will start to complain everything to its parents. being the only child in the family, definitely the parents will actually, trust the only child's word without even checking the authenticacy of the situation. and things actually started to go chaotic in that hsehold. and last week, i think it was on a wed, the other 2 hsemates were out, and it was said to be home, and that's when boris went missing. it did not even have the courtesy to inform that boris was missing till one of the hsemates came back from uni. she asked it about boris, and only then it said that, "oh, semalam bila i balik, i opened the door, and boris went out." dengan selambanya it jawab.
ADA KER PATUT??
boris is still missing as for today. i hope he is doing fine tho.
well, personally, i dont really fancy cats that much, but after living with boris for abt 6-7mths, somehow, i do care abt him. suka tak suka belakang story, but kalau dah tinggal satu rumah, somehow, i will tend to look for him when dia diam jer. and this heartless person, who used to play with boris, suddenly, changed drastically when boris stay with it. tak masuk akal kan?
well, if it happens to stumble into this blog of mine, i just need to remind u,
U dont live in this world alone, there are lots more other ppl that u need to be around with and care for them. u need to learn to work as a group when dealing with a lot of everyday situations. u are an uni undergrad, not a high sch student where you need to keep on refering to your parents for little trivial stuffs. grow up, will ya?
p/s: the dialogues are not exactly word for word, but somehow, they are close to what was being said.
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Yakin
Biar menitis asal tak putus
Kata ibu padaku
Biar sedikit asal tak pupus
Biar perlahan jangan berhenti.
Kehidupan ini hanya sekejap
Semua kan kau tinggalkan
Didalam perlumbaan mengejar apa yang material
Jangan tinggal sholat
Selamat dunia akhirat.
Mungkin
Segalanya mungkin
Apakan terjadi pasti terjadi.
Yakin
Hati terus yakin
Dengan harapan
Pada ketentuan Tuhan.
Tak bisa berlari, aku berjalan
Tak bisa berjalan, aku merangkak
Tak bisa merangkak, aku mengesot
Perlahan-lahan akukan sampai jua.
Kembara ini kurasakan jauh
Dimanakah penghujungnya
Berat mata memandang
Berat lagi bahu memikul
Doamu ibu azimat hati ku.
~ art fazil
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love this song, great inspirational words, definitely a great singer.
~
Bosan
aku bosan
aku bosan dengan diriku
aku bosan memikirkan tentang it
aku bosan dengan orang bertanya
bertanya itu, bertanya ini.
aku bosan ingin menjawabnya.
aku bosan dengan keadaan sekelilingku.
suasana hambar lagi membosankan.
semuanya senyap dan sepi
dan aku jadi bosan.
aku menuju ke bandar menaiki keretapi
penumpang yang lain dengan hal sendiri
tanpa pedulikan aku.
tidak wujudkah aku dimata mereka?
aku sendirian dan keseorangan
bosan, aku bosan!!
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Happy Birthday~
Since we met all those years ago,
your friendship has been a precious thread
- refining, enriching, and strengthening
the fabric of my life.
- maya angelou
Happy Birthday, Zuraina, my dear friend~
~
a new light is born~
1st september 2003, 0804hrs,
a baby girl was born to the loving couple
Nor Farhana and Zuraimi.
the long awaited 9 months is finally over.
the joy of your eyes has arrived.
i wish i could be there to give a kiss on
that little forehead.
i will, one day, insya-allah.
Fathin Hidayah
~