its almost 5 in the morning.
been having late nites over the week.
watched maid of honor a while ago.
in 2005 alone, i was the maid of honor for 4 times.
havent been one for the past year, as all of my friends are mostly married.
oh wells...
dreams...
what does it mean actually?
just now after lunch, mak told me that she dreamt that i'm engaged. and my fiance is a smoker.
she knows that if possible, i wont be going out with a smoker.
and what she doesnt know is that, a few weeks ago, i was out almost every other day with a smoker.
hhmm...
*watched 'the wedding date'*
had to open the pandora box to help a friend, or more like a sister to me. after all, people had been saying that both of us look a like.
hope that she realised what is the best for her. she has a bright future - being young and talented. shouldnt be wasted on something that will not do her good.
hope that she wont stumble for her show later just like what she did last week (not that i watch pon!)
*watched 'meet bill'
just finished watching p.s i love you
good show i have to say.
it somehow made me think about the past yet again.
made me think of him again especially now i am staying very near his parent's place.
to me, he is kinda dead. he left, and he did drop a few signs here and there without me realising it. i used to think that he is always ard to watch over me. i reckon, it took abt 3 years or so that i realise that he was no longer there and the fact that he was getting married.
i've move on long ago. to some, i still dont as i am still the same.
do i need to be different to tell others that i've moved on?
hell ya, i still do miss him at times.
the past years, i've missed out on a lot of movies, and sometimes, or i would say most of the times, i cant even be bothered to try to watch it on telly or the wonderful world of the internet.
can u believe that i have not even watch a single har.ry port.er show?
the past 2 weeks or so, i've watched 2 movies. which to me is a major achievement! ahhaa..
eveb caught satc on the opening day.
its 4.30 in the morning, and i have just finished watching the second movie of the nite. watched monster in law first as i missed the telly screening last sat. yeaps, i didnt catch that one either and it was screened in 2005.
the one that i just finished watching is one of the greatest musical movie in 2007, dreamgirls. i wonder why i didnt catch that on the big screen.
i dunno if the next two weeks, i'll be continuing to catch any show in the cinemas as i dunno what lies ahead.
used to be a movie fanatic, but now, i'm just clueless abt any show.
no matter how much weight i lost, or seem like i lost some, they kept on saying that i'm fat.
so, whats the point anyway?
sometimes, i wonder, its either they are blind, or they just refuse to see, or they just dont want to accept the fact that i did actually shed some weight. or sometimes, i wonder when was the last time they actually see the mirror.
hmm.....