red light district....
met up with tasha yet again in the city. originally, to have coffee. but we ended up having a meal at mos burger. tasha was still hungry... and i suggested we go to newton. isa picked us up soon after. newton was full, to enter the carpark was out of the question, so we decided to go to lau pa sat. been abt a year since i last went there.
had sooo much food, bbq stingray, sate, rojak, and isa had nasi ayam goreng. so much food that i feel like puking...
after having the super heavy supper, isa suggested that we checked up the bapoks. hehehe..... we went to a few of the lorongs at geylang... there's a good mix of real women and male women. the cleavage of some are the envy of the rest.... bak kata mat rock..."longkang dia peh dalam!!!" hehhehe.... saw the real offering first hand. kinda interesting....
tot of checking out the famour red light district since decades ago, desker rd. we were kinda disappointed as nothing can be seen. there were none...
so, we headed back home. reached home about half an hour ago. better have my sleep now.
have a great weekend, folks...
neoprint madness...
was out with tasha last two friday, i think. hehhee.. and we took a neoprint together. it's been so long since i actually took one in spore. when i was in brisbane, every time we sent somebody off at the airport, without fail, it was just like a routine to go to the neoprint photo booth. hehehe
cravings....
i am craving to eat torts!!!
pls someone, bring me to queen street mall, i wanna go to broadway, so that i can have my delicious torts with salsa..... i wanna large one pls!!!
IQ test....
was doing my work just now in the morning and my mind just got so tired. was surfing the net and came across a quiz to test your IQ. out of boredom, i decided to do it. hehhee... cam takder kerja lain gitu, kan...?
here's my results...
Your IQ score is 113
This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Precision Processor. This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
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hair hair hair....
hehhee.. finally.. had my haircut... and i am very happy with the final results. finally, someone can actually cut my hair the way i wanted it to be. the last few cuts i went, i was rather disappointed tho.
this time round, the professionals from jean yip did my hair. well, i dont quite like the shampoo girl. but the hairdresser was good. he knows just what i wanted. and now my hair doesnt loook that thick anymore. and i like it.
still havent take pix of it yet. a lil busy with work nowadays. a new major project is coming up. so friends, pray for me that it will go on smoothly, insya-allah.
hairy business....
hehhehe... well, dun get gross out by the title. hehhee..
was just reading tasha's blog abt the hair shows that we had done when we were in brisbane. every 3 months or so, goldwell, will call and we get a new hairdo. guess, they are still trying to call us to do hair shows for them... *rite tasha?* hehhee
other than the bleaching, the colourings, the new cut that they did for us, we had our supply of shampoos and conditioner for free. for the whole year in fact. we'll get abt 2 sets each, and since tasha and i were housemates and practically we shared everything, we had 4 sets altogether. so, we saved a lot on hair products. ohh... we just got free shampoos, while the other hair products, eeerrrmm.... we kinda get them for free too... but... eerrrmm.. illegally. hehhe... oh well, they wldnt have noticed anyway. hehehhe
been a while since i did something to my hair too. the last i did was just a trim just a week after raya. it's getting long and a lil messy now. tot of cutting it to shoulder length, layered. maybe i'll get it done this week.
i miss the time when i actually shaved my hair. it was one of the best feelings i had. just too bad, i done have a picture of it. dammit. don even ask me why. aiyah.. heart pain seh. hehhee.. if given a chance... i wld want to shave it yet again..... *joey!!!! u really know how to make me jealous eh?? dont u ever tell me that u shaved your hair... :p*
but then kan... if my hair is really really long... i wld like it to look like this.... 
can or not??? hehhehehhe
my all time favorite cartoon...
Anugerah Planet Musik
the show last nite was great, i reckon. was there with mak and adik. gotta admit that i was proud that local band, Bhumiband won 3 awards out of 5 nominations last nite. they did a great show too. i have to agree that nadhirah has a very powerful for. and oh kasih, as best local song, was well deserved.
apek scenario put up an extraordinary show too. he did a medley the 12 nominated popular songs. he did it soo well. he was good, man!!! melly, kris dayanti and siti nurhaliza were great too. their voices were damn too good for anyone to match. i'm not really a fan of siti, but last nite, she was good. kris was superb, while melly, captivating.
i just felt that the celebration wasnt as grand as the years before - not many malaysian artistes came, the show was an excellent one. this is my second live APM. the first one was the very first APM in 2001, i think. hehhe.... it was held at harbour pavillion. got free tickets courtesy of ridzal.
hope that the local music industry will shine throughout the years to come.
we cannot change yesterday - that is quite clear.
or begin on tomorrow until it is here.
so all that remains, both for you and me,
is to make today just as sweet as can be.
restrictions......
was blog-hopping and was reading this blog abt a couple who has a lot of restrictions from the parents. my doa's are with u, pal, even tho i dont know u. i know how it felt, just that this time it is from your parents. but it seems to go well with u now... alhamdulillah...
well, i had restrictions too when i was in a relationship years ago. the relationship was in the fifth year when the restrictions started to arise. we still carried on seeing each other secretly for another year before calling it quits. it was his call.
yeah, at first, i was very devastated. well, who wldnt rite? after six years being together, and then, it's all over. i was very fragile when it happened. didnt even tell anybody for the first 2 weeks as i dunno how to. suddenly i became a loner. i dun really remembered when i actually told ppl that the relationship was over. the first two months were sooo bad. i can just cry over simple things, simple questions like "how are u?".... the tears just started to flow whenever ppl ask me that question.
even when i was in brisbane, the memories with him still came back to my mind. the doors to my heart just shut to everybody. didnt even bother to make new friends... i was scared of rejection yet again... the first one hurts sooo much that i told myself i wldnt want to be in a relationship that soon.
i do think abt him sometimes... we shared loads of happy memories together. who wldnt when u spend 6 yrs of your life together. sometimes, i wish i bump into him outside. but i never had the chance. most of my friends and even abg ir and along saw him before.... maybe Allah has the reason why he dun want that to happen yet.
when a fren told me that he is getting married in feb, i was a lil shock. i already knew that he was already seeing somebody months after we broke up. anyway, he is of a marriageable age. but then, when the first story came, i was kinda numb.. the story didnt really sink in my head. i was in dazed actually. but last two saturday, when my fren text me saying that the wedding will be the next day, i read the text msg over and over again to see that it is real. only then, reality started to hit me. i believed, by the time my fren text me, he must have gone thru the solemnisation. he was someone's husband now. i dunno why but i started crying. the whole day i was crying. when mak knocked on the door, she looked at me and ask, "apasal nie? mabok ker sibuk?" to which i answer, "xxxx nak kahwin besok." then, mak sat beside me on my bed and start to talk, to advise me to let it go and what nots. its not that i havent let it go. well, maybe not fully. but i came to the fact that i know that the both of us will never be together again. i came to the fact that there's no way we cld have work it out. but i just felt hurt. and that's the reason i cried the whole day.
was dwelling on the idea whether i shld go to the wedding or not. he hasnt invited me and my friend's fiance wasnt keen on the idea to bring me along. and lots of ppl are against the idea of me going. most ppl dun think i am strong enough to go thru it all again, after knowing what happen before. but my heart and my head kept telling me to go. i have to go. sunday came, and i woke up kinda early that day. my eyes were still wet and sore, and my head still thinking if i shld go. only at abt 11, i told myself, i have to go, alone if i have to. well, no one was willing to follow me. it's alrite, i understand. i took a cab and reached the wedding at abt 12.30. saw his friends, said hi. saw his sister, said hi. his dad saw me, and he said hi. his dad has always been the rational one of all. his mum didnt see me or she was pretending not to see me. not that i didnt give a damn anyway. hehe
saw him walking down the stairs, all i can say he was a lil shocked to see me. i said my congrats, he didnt say anything back. went to his mother, i salam her then said what i was suppose to so, and i left. the mother didnt say anything either.
i left the place, went back to abg as' place which was just a road away. had my last cry, and i felt better. to me, it's a closure. that's why i have to go. ever told him before, that he shld invite me for his wedding and i had something to say to his mum. but he didnt invite me, but i still went. i felt relieved.
i have no more tears left for him. to me, he is history. he was my past. he did play a huge part in my life, no doubt abt it, and for that, i thank him. but now he is someone's husband.
i've moved on. long time ago in fact. to those who think that i havent, u are wrong. just that the way i deal with it is a lil different. i know what my heart says. anyway, thanks to those who believed in me... and a bigger thank you to those who dun believed in me, who doesnt believe that i cld be strong in dealing with the matter of heart. you guys are just wonderful. i love you guys loads.
*to my dearest fren, u know who u are, thanks for telling me abt the details. i'm sorry that i'd attended the wedding without informing u. i know i shldnt. but i have to. if i didnt attend it that day, my heart wont be at peace. i wld still had not have this closure for everything. i needed to go. i have my reasons. it's just something that i have to do for myself, not for anyone else. sorry if i put u in a spot. i am truly sorry.*
*to my dearest cousin, ppl dun just remembered that they are sick. ppl know that they are sick. u can just tell me straight if u dun like the idea. i can accept it better, and i know how to deal with it. thanks anyways. no matter what, i love u so much. *hugs*
phew.... cant believed i wrote it all down. never talked abt this sooo openly before. but, i'm alrite now. trust me... i am not that fragile as what most ppl say.... i know somehow i can 'act' a lil 'gung ho', it just the ego in me. that's how i have to stay positive in life...
the good ol' times....
went out for dinner with my primary school friends. met up with sabrina, ishmann, and nasir at bugis and we headed for swensen's...
just too bad rinn cldnt join us as she gotta nurse her hubby who was involved in an accident a couple of days ago. hope he is doing fine tho...
the last time i met up with nasir, i think, was way back in secondary sch. we were at one point hanging around with the same group of friends. hehhehe... he still look the same tho. i think he looks a lil fairer now. hehhee... maybe.. seri org dah kahwin kot..
i met up with ishmann for supper some time last mth.... even tho our houses are not far from each other... we never seem to somehow bump with each other. only saw him at geylang last ramadhan and managed to get his number.
as for sabrina... met up with her and rinn for dinner some time back... the last time i think i saw her was more than 10yrs ago, i reckon...
dinner just now was great.... lots of stories had been unfolded over dinner... thanks to the guys who actually brighten up the whole thing. sabrina is still as quiet as ever.... engine lom panas lagi.... i hope by the next meeting.... she'll be more chatty... hehehhehe
nasir drove us home. reached home at abt 10pm.....
thanks nasir, ishmann and my dear sabrina.... i truly enjoyed the whole night... we shld do this again soon, okies....
penat!!!!
aiyoh... so the penat one... lots of work to do... and it doesnt help that it's monday... vessels coming in tonite so, loads of paperwork to be done.... so the tired. and the contact lenses arent helping either.... the eyes are sooo dry...
well, look at the brighter side.... kak lina called me and got a project for me to do... yippee... and that means money!!!! alhamdulillah... cant wait to do the stuffs tho...
okies... wanna continue my work... nanti balik lambat lak.....
*stretch the whole body* aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh.....
good morning!!!!
morning people!! i'm back at work!! soo boring.... hehhehe... well, was back last friday tho after more than 2 weeks on medical leave. i'm all cleared from that chicken pox disease. hehehe... wasnt as bad as i thought tho.... not much scar left on my skin. it was almost just like last time... hehehhe... well, lost a lil weight tho. havent been eating well since last week. havent been seeing rice on the plate for abt 10days now... muahahaha....
had a long week last week. both good and bad stuffs happened. i reckon, that's life. been reaching home late since friday. went jb with mak and abg as on friday nite. reached home at almost 3am. went out after werk on sat, met up with syawal for dinner, and met up with razak and gang for karaoke session that nite... was home the whole day yesterday, a fren came to reformat my laptop... finally... hehhe... met up with syawal again for dinner, practically, spent the whole evening over at his place. he needed some help for his book. reached home almost midnite... nasib baik mak tak berleter... hehehe...
and today, i dunno what's gonna happen. hope work will be a breeze.....
good monday everyone....