i don't care if u guys like it or even love it. i dont even care if u guys say that it is the cutest thing ever, coz to me, it will never be. i just hate it.
they kept coming back to the verandah. and just now, while watching tv, i saw something something moving at the top of the staircase. but i just brush it off. and abt half hour later, i saw it again, and there is was, still at the top of the staircase. went up straight, but cldnt find it. search every room, under the bed, behind the wardrobes, but i just cldnt find it. hope it has left the house. coz, i just cant stand it being in the house with me. the old experience was enough. i dont wish to go thru it again.
cats, cats, cats, they are just irritating to my eyes and nose. just stop entering this house. i cant possibly close all windows to prevent it from coming in yet again. i got the right to keep the windows open, but they dont have the right to come into the house.
just get lost from my sight!!!!
i dreamt of her the other day. in the dream, she, too, like me was very happy that we meet again. and we both managed to smack the person who actually broke us up, literally. it was a good dream. i just wish it is real.
been a while since i talk to her. the last time i saw her, she just looked away. but what more can i do, in a public place like that. i cldnt just stop and force her to talk to me. i dunno why she just dont want to talk to me, even if not like before, at least, acknowledge me. i'll be more than happy.
we used to be the closest of two ppl. my parents even regard her as a part of the family. but some stupid thing happened, and that was the end of it. she refused to talk to me even tho it was clearly not my fault. it wasnt even hers. we were young, i reckon.
the person who actually caused this whole thing, had contacted me thru frie.ndster. the person apologised for everything that has been done. and now, we are still chatting once a while.
i just dont understand why she still keep a distance from me. i do miss her. i know things wont be back like the old times, but it wld be just great to be in contact with her again.
i sent her a bday greeting last yr when i was still in KL. but there wasnt any reply. was that a sign for me to just forget abt everything that happen? or shld i just wait and see what will happen in the future?
me and S at 1995 national day dinner at bishan CCi wish that she is happy with her family now. and i dunno if she is reading this, but if she is, i just want u to know that never once, that u left my heart. u are always in my mind. i think of all our great times that we shared.
ARAHthat's his nick he used whenever he sent his writings to berita harian many many years back. it's actually his initials. my mum and his dad are cousins, and that made us, second cousins. but we are more than that. we used to hang out together for coffee with the rest of the guys, used to go to the gym together, he used to just come to my place for a chat, or even an opinion, he used to pick me up in larkin when i had to travel back to spore from kl, and the buses to spore are all full, we used to go for makan trip together, we used to just go for a drive ard the city and back home early in the morning, we ever did organise a big family gathering 2 yrs ago, we used to do loads of stuffs together. we even joked abt relationships- that he is not supposed to get married even tho now that he is already engaged to be married, not until i got myself attach first. this morning, i was in the shower when mak knocked on the door. with shampoo dripping from my hair, i opened the door and mak said something that changed the whole atmosphere that morning. upon hearing that, i quickly finished what i was doing, and changed. together with mak, we went straight to his place, which is abt 7mins walk from my house. when we reached there, there were still not many ppl there. i asked abt what happen, and his dad mentioned that he left in his sleep. they tried to wake him up for morning prayers, but by then he was already cold. and that was that. he was still happy when he talked to his fiancee late last nite, he was still joking with his parents last night. his body has to be brought to the hospital for a post mortem as he is still young to just leave like that. esp when there were recent reports abt young adults just passed in their sleep without any other reasons. so, as for now, we are still waiting for the results. we were told to come to the mortuary at abt 8pm. abdul razak abdul hamid, i know u are in a better place now as u are a very good person. u are well-loved by everybody ard u, u get along with everybody of all ages. ya allah, kau cucuri rahmatnya, tempatkan dia di antara orang-orang yang kau sayangi. maafkanlah segala dosa-dosanya di dunianya. ringanilah azabnya. ajak, i'm gonna miss u. Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiunAl-fateha.
taken december 2005 at dayah's solemnisation.
She's a mother!!!!!!ust so happy and proud of both of u. *hugs* see u guys again later.
my darling dayah, has given birth to her lil princess, nur batrisyia at 0047hrs just now. i've got a new goddaughter. and knowing dayah, i was surprise to receive her text at 0128hrs. that is less than an hour after the whole procedure and she's out txt-ing people.
visited both mum and baby just now on the way back to the office from dhoby ghaut. she looked radiant, and batrisyia was sleeping very peacefully.
congrats shah and dayah on the birth of lil batrisyia. i'm j
alhamdulillah...
managed to get time off from work, just to be with adik to get her results. and i was glad that i was there with her. *smiles*
well, to be frank, i kinda a lil sceptic abt her getting good results tho, base on her results throughout secondary school. even told her not to think abt the courses that she really wanna go, just in case her results are not so good.
but seeing her results slip just now, i actually cried. so did she. and the best of all is that she pass her maths, the subject that she never pass since she stepped into secondary school.
well, maybe to others, her results are just normal, but to me, its just outstanding. her L1R4 is 18points and she can go to Millenia inst, which i'm not kinda keen to let her go tho. hehhe... tonight, am gonna sit down with her to choose the courses that she is really keen to go.
congrats baby. i'm just soo proud of u. *hugs* love u.
congrats too to isma, shafirah, jazzylla, aidil, and to those who get their o levels results today.
i am truly missing kl. i miss hillpark, i miss my housemates, i miss mid valley, i miss my former colleagues, i miss my office, i miss the work i had in kl, i miss i miss the RM1 pack nasi lemak at the office canteen, i miss the train ride, i miss the kl rush, i miss the late nite swimming sessions, i miss the stage plays, i miss the stand up comedies, i miss bangsar, i miss bus rides, i miss the cheap taxi rides, i miss bread story hottie floss, i miss 2006.
get my point, i'm missing kl badly. don't think i'll be able to go kl just as i wish like before. even if i can, it'll be only during the wkends. it'll be too rushing...
i miss kl. period.
Conversation heard in the National Stadium yesterday before the match
girl 1 : "Hey u!!!! How are u? What are u doing here?"
its like DUH!!!!! there's a match to catch u stupid buggerhead!!!!
Conversation heard among 3 girls during the match
girl 1 : "Eh, hari tu kan aku pegi bugis aku nampak kasut nie, lawa seh.."
girl 2 : "aku pon sama. aku baru jer beli kasut kat bugis st hari tu, murah jer"
girl 3 : "boyfriend aku dah tak kasi aku beli kasut lagi lah, dia kata aku dah banyak kasut."
HARLOW!!!! there's a match to concentrate on, not to discuss abt shoes!!!! betul nye budak hingusan siol!!! if u want to discuss abt shoes, just go and sit at the coffee joints and compare shoes lah. and pass the tix to those who really wanna watch.
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anyways, congrats LIONS for the win!!! i see u in Bangkok on Sunday. good luck. boys!!