forehead in stitches...
was about to leave the office to meet up with liza to go to the gym when mak called. she told me to meet up with her and abg as at kandang kerbau hospital. when she told me that, in my head, "sapa seh nak beranak?" both my sis-in-laws are not pregnant as far as i know. then, she told me, akif felt and his forehead need medical attention. she told me just that and she put down the phone.
when i reached KKH, they just alighted from the cab and went straight to the emergency room. akif forehead was bandaged to prevent the bleeding to get worst. poor little akif. i carried him to somehow cheer him up and let him forget about the pain. his hair and t-shirt were covered with blood. dried blood. aiyoh... the bau is soo strong. so kesian to see his sayu face.... he went in for an xray to check if his head is affected, alhamdulillah, nothing that serious. he got 10 stitches to cover up the wound. imagine how big the wound is.
we were at KKH emergency for about 3 hours. reached yishun nearly 10pm. akif was too weak to even drink his milk. 
taken upon arrival at the emergency room
all stitched up
great news!!!!
hey peeps!!! just wanna share a good news to all... hehhehhee....
i am getting married!!!!!
hehhehhee... the thing is that... i dont even know it!! hehehe...
got a msg from an old fren telling me that she heard from someone (whom i am not even close to and i dont remember meeting the past few years..) that i am getting married. and she even said her congrats... hehehhehe.... tergelak aku dibuatnye... best eh... i am getting married...and i dont even know about it. hehehhee...... macam-macam cerita!!
anyways, i am not getting married any time soon. one day, insya-allah. but this year, a lot of my close buddies are. in fact on the 29th may, 2 pairs of my closest friends are tying the knot. zuraina with hasfizal, and maznie with amir. if only i can divide my body in half so that i can attend both weddings it wld be great. hhmm.... cant wait for the day to come....
fat to fit or fit to fat?
hehhee.... i think i used to be fit and now i am fat, but i hope to be able to change that fact and from fat, i wanna be fit yet again. it will be good if i can maintain an healthy lifestyle which i have been neglecting for many years now.
went to the gym after maghrib just now. lucky thing sahid and saiful were there. at least they can help me out with the usage of the equipments. well, after so long that i never been to the gym, i have somehow forgotten how to use them. hehehe... after gym, we went to adam rd for a drink.
have been starting my exercise regime together with maznie for a couple of weeks now. been jogging at the stadium. the first week, just managed to run two full rounds and walked a couple more. firstly, i literally had no stamina, and my knees dont really allow me to run as it might strain the knees. u see, my knees were hit when i was in the hockey team back in school. and due to that, the knees arent that strong anymore.
the second week was better. managed to control my breathing and the pace of the jog. it felt better tho. i hope slowly i am able to complete the 2.4km without any problem and within the acceptable time range.
for those who knew me since secondary school should know that i was crazy about sports. well, i still do, just that i dont really participate in them anymore. i was kinda an athletic person. was in the school athletics team, x-country, hockey, martial arts. i was always making time for the activities, and hockey was my favorite. even after being hit by a cresent girl sch, my love for hockey never end. hehehhe.. dramatic kejap. hahhaha...
but, when i got into poly, the laziness just crept into me and change me from a fit to a fat person. imagine putting on abt 13kgs during my 3yrs in poly. hahhaha... a lot yeah. and it didnt help when i was in brisbane either. became lazier and ate more. i never had so much rice like i had them when i was in brisbane. can eat rice and have a full second helpings almost anyday. rite tasha? hahhaa.. i was at my peak when my weight shot up to 85kgs. WOW!! heavy yeah. i got scared, but was still hesistating to get the butt up and exercise. nie semua pasal penyakit M!! MALAS!!! assignments were always blamed.
alhamdulillah, the weight has gradually reducing, and actually, its not the weight that i am worried about. its just about the stamina, being healthy. i hope within this two months, there will be some improvement. i have to look good on the 28th may!!! 4 of my good friends are getting married. so, bukan pengantin jer kena glam.... pengapit pon mesti nak glam gaks... hehhehe...
congratulations....
this is kinda overdue but i hope it's not too late...
last week, went to my frens wedding at joo seng with razak and frens... brother and sister got married at the same day and both are my frens...
samsilawati was my classmate at ite macpherson while shamsuri was my course mate at ngee ann...
to both of them... congratulations and may both of u stay happy and bless with your partners and new life ahead...
me and samsila....
hello? is me you are looking for?
phonecalls... i have never been good at that. reminds me when i was working that required me to do cold calling. i screwed it up. i actually felt paiseh talking on the phone. crazy isnt it? hehhe... but its true.
never really had the chance to use the phone that much. when i was in secondary sch, i wasnt really allowed to use the phone other than for school work, and i cldnt lie. then when i grew a lil older and started to have a relationship, we didnt really talk on the phone that much. well, cant blame me tho, when i have 2 elder brothers who kept hogging the phone line and didnt want to let me use even for a while. i dunno what they actually talk about for hours and hours.
and now, when ppl, guys especially called, i dun really know what to talk about on the phone. i'll be the one who listens and answers questions. i wld prefer to meet up face to face and holy cow, i'll talk non-stop. hahhaha...
so people, when u call me in the future, and i sound as if i'm not interested to talk, it doesnt mean that way, just that i dont really feel comfortable talking on the phone compared to talking face to face. it is better to see and understand the person u are talking to when u are in front of the person rather than just hearing the voice. i had a lot of miscommunication due to talking on the phone tho.
nonsensical!!!
i find it sooo merepek that my shoutbox just hilang like that.. apa seh? check with the site, ada... check with my template.. all alrite.. even republish the whole thing.... then... check with another blog which uses shoutbox... ada.... and on mine.... just gone like that.... giler giler giler...
educator...
was reading yesterday's new paper and saw the article about this girl who had to pay back her bond to MOE after failing her practicum twice. and recently, there are just too many articles about being a teacher in the press.
sometimes, i am really really grateful to MOE for rejecting my applications even tho i remembered the first time i was rejected, i was sooo disappointed that i cried the whole night when i was suppose to be preparing for my final year exams in poly. u see, being a teacher has been a childhood ambition for me. i grew up with teachers all ard me - in school, at home (well, my parents aint teachers but most of my aunts and uncles were). i was so inspired to be one when i grew up. remembered seeing arwah wak yaya face glowing every time she came back from school. even tho it was a hard day in school, she could still smile.
now, not much different tho. i am still surrounded by teachers. my bestfriend, my buddy, my dearest cousin, and basically people around me are still teachers. cant really get out from the group, i reckon. hehhee... so, every time when we meet up, i'll be the odd one out. i will always be the 'non-teacher' one. the only one who dont know how to join in whenever they started to talk about their kids, lesson plans, and bla bla bla. can get bored at times... but oh well, i love them all.
the thing is that, after seeing them discussing about school, i dont think i am cut to be a teacher. be it in primary school, or secondary school, or even a child care teacher. i dont think i have the patience for all those things. i cant even teach tuition for goodness sake. i dunno how i gave tuition last time tho..thank god they all passed fairly well...
i still do have respect for all the teachers out there, as it isnt an easy job to be done. i was a difficult kid before and i know how these teachers have to deal with students like me. well, i wasnt that bad tho. there were worst students compared to me when i was in school. hehhee..
to all teachers out there, thank you.
catching up....
how often do u actually go out with your ex-boyfriend especially after more than 10years of not meeting each other? i never had a chance to do that before actually. hehhee..
i met up with riswandy for coffee just now at starbucks bugis. on the way to bugis, i was actually reminiscing the times when i was with him. couldn't recall much tho. nand like i said in my earlier post, i was kinda wondering, why did we actually break up.
after o levels, he was involved with a lot of things. he told me that he had just indeed woken up from the twillight zone and slowly picking up where he had left. i can say that he is doing great. his love for art is big. he even said that he wants to draw me. cant wait for that. hehehe.... we did talk about our then relationship. and in the end, both of us were just laughing. hehehe.. monkey love, i mite say. we didnt talk to each other straight away after we broke up. hey no... it was even before we broke up. and it was last wed when we bump into each other that we first talked after sooo many years... 12 yrs i think. and just now, it was just great.
it was just a short meeting as he gotta leave for werk at 11pm. even tho it was just for a short while, i felt that i've learnt a lot from him. both of us, being adults managed to put all the past behind us. he did ask me tho, if i wld feel ashamed to meet up with him after so long and the thoughts about the failed relationship that we had. i told him, i never regret every single thing that happen to me, and it was in the past anyway. we can let the past be a valuable experience for us to learnt from it and not dwell on it. we shld live for today and the future, not the past.
jejak keramat.....
joined my friends from sfogs.com who organised an educational trip for the students from hai sing high sch. a tour in search of the various shrines in spore. the trip was very interesting and educational, i mite say as this is my first time getting involved in this kinda trip. especially when i have actually a weak heart, not advisable by my doctor to engage in these kinda activities. i was suppose to be the presenter cum facilitator. was suppose to conduct the speech or whatever u called it in malay, proper malay to be precise with all those flowery phrases to be use. well, it went kinda smooth i mite say. did use some peribahasa and simpulan bahasa here and there.. hahhaha...
the students were very cooperative. i can related myself being one of them actually. hehhee.. in fact, there was this one particular guy, and he doesnt even look like a secondary one student. to me, he looked like a P4 student. hehhee.. cute giler, i say. hehe his name is nasry. and he looks like abg as when he was younger, and i can imagine khaider (my nephew) to look like him when he grows older. his cheeks are sooo chubby... geram...
we still had some time to play after we completed the tour. we actually asked the bus driver to just drive us to the old changi hospital. it was a lil spooky actually. a couple of the gerls, said they saw something, and it was only 2 in the afternoon.
well, here are some of the pictures i took at the old changi hospital. the rest of the pictures will be uploaded soon. 
the old building....
the staircase leading to the wards...
the run down building...
gone....
the posting i type earlier was gone.... dammit...
i was walking towards city hall mrt just now, and i thought i saw someone i used to know from school. i called out the name, but the person just walked straight up... we were in opposite directions tho. but i was sure that it was the person that i knew, so when i looked back, the person was looking at my direction too. we walked towards each other and ......
riswandy roslan. i havent met him since 1994. he has been missing in action from the whole group from school. well, we went out together when we were in sec 2. i cant even really remember why it didnt work out. well, maybe, he smoked then. i dunno if he still smokes. hehhe... we didnt really talk to each other after we broke off. that was sooo long time ago.
well, hope to meet up with him again on of these days for a drink. he is in the body art scene. who knows we could work together....
ris... its great to see u again.... *smiles*
move away tag-board... welcome shout box!!
i'm removing the tag-board and changing it to shout box as the first one keep on having problems. i hope shout box will be a better one... or anyone has a better option?
damn u!!!
i hate it when they give customer service officers dont know their product or just simply being rude or just take it easy attitude.
my siemens phone went off on me yet another time. so i sent it in for servicing last friday, and they told me, it wld take 1-3 days for it to be ready. so, by sunday, no calls from them, i decided to call.
"oh sorry mem, our technician is still working on the fault, we will call u once its ready."
so, yesterday, i called again asking if my phone is ready for collection.
siemens: "oh sorry mem, our technician is still working on the fault."
me : "so when will it be ready?"
siemens : "i'm not too sure abt that, but we will call you once it is ready."
me: "do u think u can call be before 6 to confirm?"
siemems : "sure mem, we'll call u."
i waited till 6, but still there wasnt any call from them. so, i give it another day.
called at abt lunch just now.
me : "so, is my phone ready for collection?"
siemens : "oh sorry mem, the technician is still working on your phone."
me: "when will it be ready then? u told me u gonna call me yesterday, but there wasnt any call."
siemens : "its because all our staff were busy and there were a whole name list. about your phone, it seems that the whole motherboard needs to be changed."
me: "busy? everyone is busy, so if u said u gonna call, then make the call. so when exactly will my phone be ready?"
siemens : "it will take about 1 to 2 weeks, as the motherboard needs to be change."
me: "huh?? 1 to 2 weeks? i need my phone urgently. i will be going overseas next week. can u pls tell me exactly when will it be ready? 1 to 2 weeks is a long time."
siemens : "i am not too sure mem. the head office says its 1 to 2 weeks."
me : "that's the best u can tell me? its not good. i want an answer."
siemens :"i dunno when exactly the shipment will come. there's no answer."
me: " what u mean there is no answer? the answer is there for u to find. so find it and let me know."
siemens: " i cant do anything about it mem."
me : "what kind of customer service officer are u when u cannot do anything? all i need is my phone. i hope u go an find the answer and i want a status on my phone by friday."
siemens: "i dont think it will be ready by friday, mem."
me: "i just want to know about the status about my phone, whether it is ready or not. "
siemens : "i try mem."
me: " i am expecting a call from u. what is your name?"
siemens: "samantha"
basically the conversation went on like that. well.. there were more, and to me, she wasnt being helpful, and i know i am being difficult. but it's my phone, for goodness sake!!! call me lame, but when come to customer service, i expect good service, not some cincai bochai kinda service.
imagine... 2 weeks just to repair the phone and they are not even offering a replacement phone for rent. dammit. fuck it man. wont be buying siemens phone anymore. even tho the phone is damn stylo and good, but if the service still sucks, i wont be supporting it.
*hitch*
went to watch hitch with a friend just now. great show i must say. hehhee.. i'm a sucker for these kinda movies tho. ahhaha... i have always like will smith, since his days from fresh prince of bel air. from his selenger days to now so charming days... just clndt resist him tho.. hahhaha
somehow, i can relate to hitch a lil here and there. even tho, what he said about women in the first part werent really true, well, at least for me. when i tell a guy to give me space.. to give me more time... or stuffs like that... i really mean that and not that i want the guy to try harder or watsoever. in fact, wat i really mean is that, "stop trying!!" hahahaha.. there was once this guy who was so persistent in asking me to be his girlfriend when we only went out twice. and by the third meeting, (i wldnt even call it a date!!) he was declaring his love for me, when he didnt even know me. it did freak me out tho.
i have a lot of guy friends, whom i enjoy going out with. like going out for dinner, watching movies, just chilling out, stuffs like that. i enjoy the company of guys, but that doesnt make me want to be in a relationship with them. so, ppl often misunderstood me for going out with different guys. oh well...
but wat hitch said was true...."its hard to fall in love.."
i had a terrible headache when i woke up on sunday. a terrible thumping headache i mite say. if i could continue to sleep, i would, but i got a meeting to attend at 2pm. so, off i went. thank god the meeting was kinda interesting. saw and learnt pretty interesting stuffs. just some stuffs i am involve this coming thursday.
after the meeting, met up with zuraina for our 'monthly updates' session. hehhehe... had dinner at long john's and i am still disappointed with their services. oh well..
reached home at almost 10pm, and i was too tired to do anything.
wat a nite..... after the wedding... hehehhee...the nite just started actually... hahhaha.. went to chijmes with dayah and shah to meet up with shah's frens. went to china jump. at first, i never kinda like the idea of going to china jump as i'll definitely bump into lots of ppl i know and the ones that i dun wanna meet. hehhee... but then again, oh well, just for the sake of going...
well, just came back... had a fun nite i mite say.. hehehhe..
went to azlin's wedding dinner at geylang east with dayah and shah. met up with the rest of the beatty gang tho. always good to see 'old friends' and old boyfriend. hahhahhaa.. saw my secondary school flame tho. he still look the same. the smile... the look, everything lah... cept that it was still ackward to talk to each other after so long.
azlin looked so sweet and sufian, kinda cute tho. they are made for each other. they look good together even. nice deco, nice food. didnt manage to get a lot of photos tho. busy catching up with friends, busy eating.. hehehe.. busy admiring the couple. 
walking down the aisle.
cutting the cake ceremony.
dayah & me....
the dance floor was kinda mine just now.. hahhaha.. i dunno wat came over me, but i just had so much energy to dance all nite. even moved on to the bar top. hahhahhaa... giler man... ppl thought i was drunk, when i dun even drink.
while i was dancing, i was noticing this gerl. she looked soo familiar and i am sure that i know her. but i just cldnt ask her just now as she was really into her group. and i got razak to do it for me. and tadaa... wat i guessed was rite. she's my niece from bangkok. we ended up screaming just now.. hahahha... giler giler... terpekik-pekik seh kat tepi the bar... hahhaha...
gotta leave at 2.30am. i think, if we were to stay longer, i still have the energy to dance somemore.... hahhaha... but then... gotta go back. got a meeting to attend later on. so must get enough sleep. aiyah.. sunday also must werk...
nites ppl.....have a great sunday...
not so "magic wok"
went out with dayah, shah and ridz for dinner yesterday. we went to magic wok at far east. nuthing good to share tho. firstly, the service was bad... the food wasnt good, and the 'best' thing was that, when i gave feedback to the manager, he got so defensive and seemed like he cant take any comments from customers.... and to think yesterday, when i gave the feedback, i was kinda nice, not like those normal times when i gave feedback and i was just being difficult. so, my rationale is that... i wont be stepping my foot ever at magic wok, far east. never never never.... not even when they are giving free food.
oh well, there are lots more food outlets in spore. dun think i'll lose out if i didnt patronise just one outlet.
oohhh.. the desserts at orchard hotel's banquet are sooo yummy.... especially the caramel pudding and strawberry tartlets. they are just soo heavenly, sinfully yummy-licious.
ok now.. lets see wat's next to be eaten...
damn!!
why must women have periods?
why must the cramps be damn irritating painful?
why??? why??? why???
getaways......
i just love short getaways, when u just pack your bag, hop on a bus or plane and the next thing u know, u'll be on a journey to somewhere. hehehe...
i packed my bags on wednesday night, and very early thursday morning, i was already on my way to johor bahru to catch a bus to kuala lumpur. reached KL at abt half past 2, and i made my way to ampang, to kak yati's place. she fetched me from the lrt station after picking the kids from school. by 5, i was already at bangsar, to meet up with liza, for a quick coffee. she was still at work, so she cant really take any long breaks... did some catching up, heard stuffs abt me being told by someone to her, (oh well!! people!!), shared a chocolate cake, and did some bitching together. hehehhe... there were lots to catch up as the last time i met up with her was in june last year.
after meeting her, i went to klcc, was supposed to meet up with ashleyshah and fauzi, but i end up wandering alone at klcc, buying a pair of shoes from vincci (they were having a sale!! hehe), and a piece of rotiboy. ashley suggested that we meet up on friday instead, while fauzi, his manager came over to his place to discuss some contract stuffs and wat nots.
on friday morning, went to ampang point with iman, when the rest of the kids went off to school. another great place to shop. hehhee.. but i was able to control myself as i was in kl not on a shopping trip. must really watch the budget. in the afternoon, met up with fauzi and followed him to KLIA to get tickets from airasia. the trip was boring!! muahahhaa.... dun wish to talk about it. i was lucky to make another plan when we reached back to the city. met up with ashley for coffee at times square. another bitching session with her. hehhee... reached home close to midnite.
saturday, met up with noorliza, somewhere near her place and off we went to mid valley, and i had sushi king!! yipppeeee.. yummyy... hehhe... macam puas gitu!! after lunch, we made our way to the craft museum at jalan conlay. they were having a craft carnival. interesting one, i mite say. and there were a display for songket. i have always have a soft spot for songket. if only i had the cash, i would have bought a few pieces that caught my attention. hehehe
took the 1730 bus back to spore. slept all the way. and i reached home at abt 2230. the trip was alrite, i reckon. thanks to both lizas and ashley for the company. love you gerls loads. muacks...
alhamdulillah.....
after so long juggling with different kinda jobs, things seems to be a lil brighter for me today, in spite of the downpour in midday, and the hazy weather now.
next week, i'll be meeting up with ppl who i reckon can help me embark to a clearer destination, insya-allah. i hope, i'll be all well.
cravings again.....
yet another craving.... kalah orang mengandung... hahhaha...
i want to eat sushi!! hhmm... well, i hope the sushi king at klcc is open. the last time i was there, the place was renovated. got to settle with genki sushi. not much variety as sushi king.
hhmmm.......
went to jb last saturday. was pouring mad when we reached there. ran all the way from custom to city square. got drenched rather bad. and didnt realise that i was wearing a white top. bought a tank top at city square and i put it over my top. taaadaaa...... there, i had it.. a quick fix... hehhee... been rather a while since i actually ran in the rain. i think the last time was way back in secondary school. hehhee... but it was fun after so long... and, i can run.. hahhaa... rather fast, actually, without panting that hard.... oh well....
just now, was at bapak's stall. was doing some writing, and then, at the front of the stall, stood a guy who looked sooo familiar.... he smiled when he saw me... and i actually yelled...."asha'ari!!!!!" hehhehee.... my poly mate. a very bright student in poly. was among the top 5% of the graduating batch. he's married for 5 years now. just got a daughter in dec, and living in woodlands. *smiles* soo happy to see him..... he said, he frequents bapak's stall. what a small world. sat with him through his meal... had a long talk..... and when he finally had to go..... he said, "alrite, kajol.... i had to go...." to which... i laughed like mad.... i didnt know that he watched bollywood, coz i dont. and i remembered one day after lecture, he actually came up to me and said, "eh naz, kau macam kajol lah..." then he left.... me, not knowing who is kajol, was left puzzled. tried to look on the net more abt kajol and when i found, there was nothing of me that resembled her. till today, i really dunno why he called me that... hahhaa.. funny, aint it..?
well, it was good to see him yet again. wish him the best.