movies... movies.... movies....
went out on monday with shahrizan. went to sentosa and i went sun tanning. well, i love the tan tho. nicely done. after sentosa, we decided to catch a movie at lido. Ocean's Twelve was great. why must brad pitt be soo charming? or why must matt damon be so cute? aiyah.... need i mention the rest? hehhee....
met up with syawal yesterday. met him at holland village. been a long time since i set my foot at holland village. i remembered i used to frequent there when i was in poly. anyways, met syawal at burger king. he was with a couple of other friends, isa and someone whom i didnt get his name. hehhehee..
isa, syawal and i left for bishan to catch a movie at junction 8. Shutter is good as well. a lot of shocking moments. hehhehe.... syawal got his eyes half covered by his hands most of the times. hehhehehe.... cute lah he..... reached home at abt quarter past midnite. a lil tired, but i had fun....
well... a picture of me with syawal taken on our first meeting before i left for brunei. taken after abt 10yrs or so of not meeting.
greatness in life........
well people... it's been 10days since i last update my blog. well, i'm still ard 'cept that i was away for abt six days or so...... hehhehe...
okies, let me recall what i have been up to lately.... hehhehe...
hhmm..... last thurs, i went out with an old friend of mine. knew him when i was in secondary school. knew him in bus 163 going to school. he stopped at a bus-stop before mine. well, that was history. managed to be in contact again after abt 10yrs. was soo happy when i got his number again from oniatta. met him at yio chu kang mrt, and we went to catch the incredibles at orchard. had dinner at toa payoh, and we went back to selegie to play pool before meeting ridzal as i wanted to borrow his video camera. it was great after soo long. meeting him again after he comes back from KL next week.
friday morning, i was off to brunei.... it was a great trip. trust me.... well, i know lots of ppl say that brunei is a boring place to go for a holiday. well, i wasnt there for a holiday exactly. but i took the chance to go ard and check it out. was there till today. reached spore at abt 3pm just now. back in the comfort of my home now. and the great memories still linger around.... great trip, great company. will type the full details after i have my rest... going to have dinner at ang mo kio. having mee soto.... yippeee....
greatness in life doesnt come when everything goes on smoothly but one have to experience the ups and downs in life......
dilemma....
mak suggested something that made me think. i dunno if i shld think abt the suggestion or just put it to deaf ears.. if any of u are wondering, well, its not abt marriage tho. hehehe...
its hard tho to actually think to consider what she suggested, but, at the mean time, it could be seen as an opportunity.
hhmmm.... i really dunno. my heart's heavy thinking abt it tho. dun really feel good. what does it mean? it doesnt give me any good vibes. so, shld i just put the idea away?
mak, sorry tho. i know you really want me to do it, but i am not ready. and i dun want to be a hypocrite. i hope, my heart will open up soon, insya-allah. keep on praying for your daughter's well-being. i'm truly sorry.
idol fever......
i still cant believe that i actually went to watch the finals live at indoor stadium. all thanks to dearest maznie... really really had a hell of the time. i had fun. never in my life that i really really shouted till my head was vibrating a few times. the dizziness just got over me when i shout my lungs out. just held my head tight when i got that feeling, else i can just drop on the floor and i dun want that to happen. hehhehe.... the throat still sore tho. but oh well, it was all worth it. i guess i voted abt 50 times. crazy, aint it? never did i ever voted that much. the most was only three times. hehehe... was just as nervous as taufik before he was announce the IDOL. was squeezing maznie's hand. i dunno why, but i was almost in tears, even before the results were announce. when gurmit mentioned the line has closed, i was even scared. i dunno why. maybe, slyvester did a great perfomance as well, yesterday. frankly, it was a tough fight. very very tough.
but all was well. taufik emerged as the first spore idol. well, he deserved the title more than anyone else.
oh, the place where we were sitting, almost everybody was voting for taufik. the best part is that, ayu and her gang, sat the row behind us. imagine the madness. hehehehe... we were loud. hhehehe... the gerl beside me, she came alone, but i bet, she had fun too. the family in front of us, at first was screaming for slyvester, but somehow in the middle of the show, the youngest daughter, i believe she's abt 4yrs, suddenly screamed for taufik. the mother just looked at her with full surprised. hehehe...
suppose to upload the photos. but somehow the system is incredibly slow tonite, and the camera software refuse to cooperate in times like this. damm.... i hope to be able to upload the pix very soon.
congratulations, taufik batisah. you made history by becoming the first spore idol.
*hugs*
idah, u know we love u soo much. we'll be here whenever u want us to be. u gotta be strong no matter what happens. just put whatever happened behind. i know, it's not easy, but u gotta try. it hurts, i know. very much. just like a dagger pierced through your heart. but u have to fight it. cry all u want if it makes u feel a lil better. i'm sorry i cant be there physically for u, but in your heart, u know i'm there. i wish i cld fly there the instant i know u need a shoulder to cry on, a lap to sleep on, a pair of hands to hug u tight and say things gonna be ok.
we went through this shit before, why are we going through this again? hearing u cry yesterday, made me cry too. pls dun cry anymore. no point crying over what's past. treasure every moment u have now.
i know, one day, these words are going back to me. i hope u'll say the same thing too if it actually happen. i hope, then u are here with me to give me a hug. a hug is all i need. i hope u wont be asking me how i am doing. hehehe.. silly, right? funny that a question can make my tears flow just like a water fountain. hehhee...
whatever it is, i love u, idah. be strong. we shared jokes, shit, smiles, well, almost everything. call me anytime when u feel like it. i dun mind. even if its in the middle of the night. for u, i'll wake up. i promise. *hugs*
big date.....
got a date with him later in the evening......
*winks*winks*