i dreamt of her the other day. in the dream, she, too, like me was very happy that we meet again. and we both managed to smack the person who actually broke us up, literally. it was a good dream. i just wish it is real.
been a while since i talk to her. the last time i saw her, she just looked away. but what more can i do, in a public place like that. i cldnt just stop and force her to talk to me. i dunno why she just dont want to talk to me, even if not like before, at least, acknowledge me. i'll be more than happy.
we used to be the closest of two ppl. my parents even regard her as a part of the family. but some stupid thing happened, and that was the end of it. she refused to talk to me even tho it was clearly not my fault. it wasnt even hers. we were young, i reckon.
the person who actually caused this whole thing, had contacted me thru frie.ndster. the person apologised for everything that has been done. and now, we are still chatting once a while.
i just dont understand why she still keep a distance from me. i do miss her. i know things wont be back like the old times, but it wld be just great to be in contact with her again.
i sent her a bday greeting last yr when i was still in KL. but there wasnt any reply. was that a sign for me to just forget abt everything that happen? or shld i just wait and see what will happen in the future?
me and S at 1995 national day dinner at bishan CCi wish that she is happy with her family now. and i dunno if she is reading this, but if she is, i just want u to know that never once, that u left my heart. u are always in my mind. i think of all our great times that we shared.