it'll be lifeless without them... i remember very clearly too, just about a month before her wedding, i was still contemplating to go back and witness the ceremony, as it was the assignments due and common test period. but somehow, decision was made, and i was on the way back home to spore just about a week before the ceremony. i was glad that i went back home. i rather miss the world rather than not being there on my sister's wedding. i remembered being too emotional too when we left her over at her hubby's place that sunday afternoon. hehehe... things have change, but my love for her has never change a single bit, in fact, it has grew over the years.
that's how i feel if i dont have them around me. well, even tho not physically, i know they are always there, and that they care a lot about me (i hope lah!!!), as much as i care for them. memories of being kids with them isnt that much that i can remember, just a lil bits and pieces, but the memories when we grew a lil older that made bond even more like sisters. and each day, my love for them continue to grow.
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not only she's like a sister to me, she was also my schoolmate. we would rush to li.do theater just rite after the last bell rang, just in time to catch a movie at 1.20pm. we wld actually sprint to bradd.ell mrt with our school uniform and our UCB backpacks.
i remember the time when we went to kelantan/terengganu trip with the school. we had so much fun. she was my bolster in the bus. it was truly a long long journey, and i just had to make myself comfortable, and that was by hugging her tight. hehe.. 
this photo was taken in 1996 during the annual new paper big walk. we had made it a point to participate every year, back then that is. we wld even be spotted putting on the same outfit too. hehe
and by the way, please ignore the position of my left hand as i didnt even realise having it there until i found this photo back. hehe
this photo was taken during idah's 21st bday at pasir ris chalet. we had fun organising it (well, was it, or was it me who organised it?? hhmmm... hehhe) and that was quite some time ago tho. we had sooo much fun that i remember falling asleep beside the speaker used for the outdoor disco of the chalet. haha...
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the other one, sometimes, we are just the opposite of each other even tho there are a lot of similiarities between us. just too many to mention. she is an elder sister who has always been looking after me. she is one who always tells me to stay grounded. she is the only one that had told me that it is ok to admit that i am not that strong.
i remember going over to her place very late at night to console her over some shit, but as a matter of fact, i was actually consoling myself. we ended up crying in her bedroom, and then walk over to the petrol station to get a bottle of coke and some instant noodles.
i remember when i was still in brisbane and she was still in spore, and i wld call her using the collect call and we can actually talk for hours, and then she wld then say, if the operator can actually listen to our silly conversation. hehhe
till now, the text msgs that i received from her are always full of love. i know i'll be her bushuk naz forever, and she'll always be my darling. even tho we are in different places for the past 5 years, we are still very connected.
just received a package from her yesterday, and it contains two block of cheese, and a cute viking shot glass to add to my collection. thank you darling... really love the cheeses even tho not the same way u had it. *winks*
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idah, & nana, the 3 of us may be in 3 different countries now, but both of u stays in my heart forever. there are nothing more that i can ask for cousins like both of u. love u both.
i know i've put up this photo before, but i'm still putting it put as i love this photo sooo much... hehhehe
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