girl interrupted
she did it again yesterday. she hurt me, badly, i can say. sometimes, i asked, what have i done for her to behave that way. i tried to be the best for her, but somehow, i reckon, she took it for granted, coz she knows that i will get it done for her and it is my responsibility.
yesterday, i was just so angry and disappointed at her. yeah, i forgive her as i love her so much. but i do not know when she will ever realise that if she keeps on having those attitudes, it will do her more harm than good.
yeah, i know, i resented having her in my life before. but after a while, she's a part of my life. i wouldnt know what it's gonna be like without her around. i love her so much, but what she did was just too hurtful for me. yes, it's hurting me.
i tried the soft approach, she said to me, "you suck!!". i tried the harsh approach, she ignored me. i do not know what else i'm suppose to do now. i know her hormones are at a raging peak now, but i am sure she knows how to control them. but sadly, it got worse lately.
i really really hope she will ask herself, what have she done? does she know that with this kind of behaviour, it will do more damage, not for others, but herself. i forgive her for every thing that she'd done, even though if she did not apologise to me, as i love her so much. i just want her to know that i am truly disappointed that she is behaving that way.
dont change for me, change for yourself. i love you no matter what.