40 days.... ********************************************
last saturday, we had a tahlil for arwah yai. as per today, it's been 42days since he left us. last saturday, after maghrib, family gathered to say yassin and tahlil for him and arwah nyai and to everyone who had passed.
somehow, i felt that he was around there joining us for prayers. i felt that he was there sitting quietly at the sofa, smoking while scolding nabil for the things that he did. nabil was the closest great-grandson to yai. i felt that it was only yesterday that he left us. well, maybe i miss him so much. i reckon, everybody in the family misses him too.
soon, it'll be 100 days. and then it'll be a year. but life still have to go on....