home alone....
back in kl just now at abt 2am. this week, i'll be all alone at home. no one to have dinner with, no one to go swimming with, no one to chat with, practically no one to do anything with. the housemates are having their one week semestral break.
anyone wanna join me at home for this week??? *winks* hehhe.....
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thanks to everybody for the comforting words the past few days. still trying to accept the fact that he is no longer here. the next time, i'll be back in spore, and knowing that he's not lying at his sofa, it wont be the same. seeing the empty sofa in the living room, its just different. the essence of the house is gone. well, it'll take time, surely. just like when nyai passed away in 1998. it took all of us a while to really really accept that she's really gone. everyone miss her smile, her manja-ness, her everything. hari raya without nyai was already different, and now, i wonder how the next raya will gonna be. all i know now is that, yai is no longer in pain. like what idah said, his back doesnt hurt anymore now. 
yai and nyai, both of u may be gone, but never in our hearts.