be good....
been feeling very mixed up since morning and i really dunno why. there were moments that i just wanna cry it out, but am in the office and i cant do that. its just one of those uneasy feelings that i'll get from time to time, and normally... what i'll do is i call mak, and sometimes, just by hearing her voice the feelings start to fade away slowly. (reminds me of times when i was in brisbane and i actually called mak in the middle of my tutorials just because of all these feelings... hehehe)
so, just before lunch just now, i called mak, and she said, yai's condition doesnt really look good.
i dunno if its because of this that i'm feeling this way....
but mak did say something 'weird' before hanging up just now.....
she said,
"ah... kat sana tu... jangan naughty-naughty... be good..."
i was like huh??? apa nie?
i mean, after all these while, sekarang baru nak pesan ker?
and what did she mean, jgn naughty2??
she baru sedar ker that i am actually naughty?? hehhee...
if she meant that i am naughty by staying out late almost every nite, then, rest assured mak, normally, after work, i'll have dinner outside, then, i straight go back home.
and of course lah, occasionally, i do go out here and there, but i'll always try to be back home by 10 or 11pm latest. hhmmmm.... ntah lah...
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anyways... my own version of uda and dara, 
i love them both, heaps....
the most beautiful couple that i've known in my life....