dreams....
i had a dream last nite that makes me feeling rather not good today. i dreamt abt nyayi and yayi last nite. i remembered yayi gave me some cash, i dunno for what reason, and nyayi was there with him. the seat that she usually sat. the same place in the dining room. in her normal outfit looking as elegant as ever. she was one of the most beautiful person i've ever known.
i remembered in the dream, i was holding her hands tight and kissing her cheeks as i hugged her. and that was it. just like that.
how i miss her dearly. she had passed exactly a month after my birthday in 1998. i was in the middle of my exams then, nana was having her exams. i still remember the day clearly tho. 28th October 1998. oh dear.... i better stop now before my tears start to roll down...
idah, nana, dila, - i really miss her a lot... do u guys feel the same too? *hugs*
dear...i guess u got to visit her cemetery and sedekahkan doa for her..i think it's a message that she misses u too...
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21/4/05 17:09
hey dear... thanks yeah... *hugs*
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Naz, at
21/4/05 18:09
ok.. it's a bit scary lah that u are dreaming of both cos one is definitely still alive. :s however, i think... im glad that im going hm sometime end june so that i can meet yayi and say my sorries and stuff to him. i think his time might be up soon. i hope dila will be back on time to say her advance goodbyes to him. i'd definitely be devastated if i can see him if he goes. i miss the old times when we get to lie in bed with nyayi and annoy the crap out of her cos we are all either singing to her or just picit2 her for no reasons. those were gd times. right? ;) ive been feeling very sentimental these days and i sure want to hug and kiss everyone back hm when i get hm. :D
p.s. oh.. did i tell u that im coming home in june? *cheeky smile* im gna hug and kiss u like there's no tomoro babe! im missing u n nana terribly!
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22/4/05 15:46