goodbye for now and forever
You told me once not to leave you without saying goodbye,
but you left without saying a single word to me.
In fact, you asked someone to do it for you.
Not only I was asked to leave you alone,
criticisms and accusations were all thrown at me.
Thanks for entering my life.
Thanks for making me cry yet again.
Thanks for all the promises.
Thanks for all the things you said.
Thanks for all those soothing messages.
Thanks for making me realize who you are.
Thanks for making my eid a 'wonderful' one.
Thanks for the sleepless nights I had.
Thanks for everything.
You’ll never know how hurt I was.
You’ll never know how humiliated I was.
I didn’t know where to put my face.
I didn’t know where to hide.
Am I solely to blame?
Where were you when all those happened?
Where were you when those words were thrown at me?
Where were you?
I thought you were a real somebody,
But you really proved me wrong.
I thought you are the one who keep you word,
But you are not.
You may be someone who flies high,
But you stoop so low to do this kind of thing.
You may be in control of all those gears
But you can’t even control your own feelings.
I am sorry that our paths crossed.
I am sorry that I even know you.
I am sorry that I thought of you.
Hope you’ll find happiness in your life.
Goodbye for now and forever.
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