My Friend....
My friend,
I'm sorry if I distance myself away from you,
I'm sorry if I did not reply your email or your sms-es.
I'm sorry if I did not chat with you on the net,
I'm sorry if I did not give you a call on your mobile.
I'm sorry for all of that.
It's not that I do not want to,
But I reckon, it is better this way for now.
Just too much things have happened lately,
And I hope I can handle it well.
I keep on receiving news after news,
And how can I cope with all of that.
I'm trying though.
Trust me,
Just give me a little bit of time,
And I'll be good again.
My friend,
You've been good to me.
But it is just hard for me.
I hope you'll understand
That I need some time alone.
What you said the other day
Was really a big blow for me.
Well, my dear friend,
That's the truth.
That's the truth that I have to swallow.
You are still my friend,
Don't you worry about that.
I hope you are reading this,
My dear friend.
You know who you are.
Just take this as a reply to your latest email.
I'm sorry that things have to be this way now.
I'll be good, I promise.
I'll never forget my meals,
that's my word to you.
I still care about you, my friend.
But like I said earlier on,
Only time will tell.
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